|when you are up don't look down
||[Jul. 21st, 2008|12:19 pm]
**12.13pm 20 July
Good week. In more ways than one. I often wonder why things happen in life, I think I should stop wondering and let life surprise me. No expectations equals no disappointment and everything that comes my way is a bonus. Just like this week, I got surprised at work yesterday when she appeared. I got surprised with the stroll in the park. I got surprised and even till this morning I'm smiling like a cheshire cat.
**edit 2.11am 21 July
I couldn't finish my post cos she asked if I wanna meet before work, and I said yes, and so I rushed off lol. It's funny how sometimes life throws you flowers and lollipops and sometimes big piles of shit. So she told me something really shitty. And I'm like are you kidding, like stay away from drama like the plague. Cutting to get your ex back is not an excuse that is even pitiable...it is a damn threat la, like come back to me or I'll die for you to see. Big pile of shit. So we'll see which toilet bowl this pile of shit is gonna be flushed down now. Damnit. I feel fucking angry not upset, at the parents, at the girl, at her. Omg. I hope everything goes back to the day before yesterday.
Cher: It's so bloody pekchek right.
Me: It's like going so smoothly and a big pile of dung rolls right into you. Whatever.
I AM GOING TO PACK MY WARDROBE TO COOL DOWN.